WEEK 6

[Kristen Bitting]

Boogie has to use his coup this week so Jessie, Boogie and I are not really going to try to win this HOH. That way we can all compete next week. The only problem is I am not certain who he will target. He wants to go after Alison and I would love that too but he may decide to go after Casey / Enzo and I dont want that to happen. Best case scenario is Enzo wins it. Good thing I didnt want to win this one because I accidentally deleted a couple of my posts this morning when I was cleaning up the ones that were done after the time had expired.
Its ok though because I still have a respectable 101 posts which won't look like I threw it.
Hayden sent me a PM offering me all his clue cards so either Enzo or I could win the prize so I decided to tell him that it had already been won. Hopefully that will light a fire underneath him and he will really try to win this HOH. I am really hoping Alison will leave. Not that I dislike her, in fact I think she is great but I am tired of people telling me she is trying to get me nominated. I know for a fact she would nominate me herself if she ever won an HOH..and she would definitely be a vote against me if I was ever on the block.

NOTE : I am having problems with my laptop again and I have to ship it out for repairs so I may not have access to a good computer again for10-14days. UGH What crappy timing ! Just as things are about to heat up in here.

[Kristen Bitting]

YAY ! My pussycat won !!! Thank God he is safe from the coup of it gets played. I really like the guy a lot and the thought of him leaving was unbearable. I know at some point it will have to happen if Jessie and I are to make F2 together but damn I don't have to like it.
He and I discussed his nom options and I think I succeeded in steering him away from Jessie and Boogie. Not that I was afraid of them leaving because I know the coup will come into play. My real concern was A: what if Boogie decided to , or was unable to save Jessie too
B: what would happen to Enzo next week ?
Boogie and Jessie are both strong players and I don't think it is a great idea to have them both on his case just to flush the Coup. I am not certain but this smacks of Casey..I wouldn't be surprised if Casey suggested those noms because he is on good terms with everyone and he is hoping they will take each other out. I know that's a smart way to play...but I don't want anyone doing my dirty work for me while I sit back and pretend to be everyone's friend. I really like Enzo and I want him to do what is best for him. That's why I suggested he go after Boogie ( since he was anyway..he has already figured Boogie must have the Coup) Boogie will love the opportunity to save himself and blow this game wide open....and I said he may as well put a weaker player up beside him so he wont have two huge enemies afterward . I hope he takes my suggestion to heart because I am trying to look out for him down the road. I just dont like the idea of both Boogie and Jessie targeting my Pussycat.

[Kristen Bitting]

This could be the turning point in the game for me..In fact it could be the end of the game for me..haha. I was not able to reconcile my two alliances so I have to make a bold move . Casey is a close ally and I love the guy. I am pretty confident he will even take me to the F2 with him if he stays...but I want to honor my deal with Jessie and in order to do that I am going to have to make a tough choice at some point. Since it is the last week of the coup and Boogie wants to use it I suggested he may want to take Casey out. The only problem is he may not have the votes unless he has the right pawn up there. Enzo is immune as HOH so it has to be either Jessie, Amy, Alison. Hayden or myself. Jessie is out of the question. Hayden and Amy will probably vote each other out and Casey would stay so I think the best way to get the votes against Casey is with me up there beside him. I know Jessie and Amy will keep me and Hayden said he would so I would probably only have Alison vote against me.
I can live with that..plus it will give me a great reason to go after her next.
It will also throw people off track of an alliance between Boogie and myself. Plus Boogie wont have to make an eneamy of someone that will stay and go after him.
It seems like a good plan...but there is the chance that it will backfire and I will have made the dumbest move in the game. I sent PMs to both Boogie and Jessie volunteering to be a pawn and I explained why I think it is our best option. For it to work I cant win this POV so I am interested in knowing what part 2 is. Oh yes and then there is Amy .She wants me to take her down if I win it. If I am not the pawn she has to be..because she will not vote against Casey unless I am beside him...and she will definitely vote Hayden out. ALison would go too.
Honestly I think I am the safest bet..not that there is any guarantee..but the odds are a bit better. I guess I will have to wait to see what the boys have to say when they get my PMs.

[Kristen Bitting]

UGH ! I need to decide if I want to be a pawn or not and I still am not clear on who votes post Coup. I have to decide before I decide about the POV. If I am going up I have to throw it.
The wprst part is Amy wants me to save her of I win it. If I save her and I am immune can Boogie put her right back up there ?

[Kristen Bitting]

OK its impossible to throw this POV and I dont have it anyway..haha.
So all is well that ends well...except this is far from over. There is still the question of whether or not I want to be the pawn. I am going to have a hard time voting Casey out and I know Amy wont want to do it either but she will do it if I am up there beside him..and I will have a better reason t do it if she is beside him..BUT..Enzo will wonder why I kept Amy over Casey and I don't want to lose Enzo's trust. I am confident in the votes now that I know Enzo wont have to choose between Casey and I. I am ready to go for broke and roll the dice..but I have to make Boogie think I am concerned,otherwise he will wonder why I am so certain of everyone so I have been saying I am not sure of so-and-so and so-and-so. The only problem is I must have played it too well because now he is worried about putting me up. I trust Boogie to keep me and I trust Jessie and Amy.. I trust Hayden...but now I have to worry about Alison taking my secret power in the POV. What if it is an extra vote this week ?

[Kristen Bitting]

CRAP !!! POOP!!! SHIT !!! DAMN !!!
That freaking bitch Alison is not only going to take my power..she is going to pass her GD penalty nomination on to me in the process. That means I will be nominated twice in 2 weeks. I could avoid this one by talking to Boogie. For that matter I could even have her nominated in my place...but it would be too tempting to vote her ass out and my alliance ( Boogie & Jessie) want Casey gone. The only way I could see her not taking my power would be to tell her about the Coup and remind her that only the POV holder and the HOH will be safe...but then Boogie would end up with the penalty nom and I cant do that to him. Thank God there is a chance I can save myself with a top 4 finish in the next HOH. The only other problem I am going to have is dealing with Alison and her "power". The worst part of which is she is the only person in this game that I wont be able to find out what the power is...and she is my main target. I would like Enzo to take it from her but he wants the POV. I may have to talk to him about that. Wish me luck.

[Kristen Bitting]

OK things are looking a lot brighter this morning. Alison didnt take my power. In fact she did something incredibly stupid. She took Amy's veto control. That may have sounded like a good prize weeks ago but if you think about it there is only one more week where we dont all play. So it means that for one week she will be able to stop one person from competing in the veto.
For that she has made an enemy out of Amy who was one of her most vocal supporters.
I have to give Boogie credit for talking her into this bad decision. He must be one hell of a smooth talker,
I am very confident that Enzo will not take my power..whatever it is. He would never take anything good away from me..and he certainly wouldnt do it if it meant I would be locked out of his HOH room..lmao
Now that I know there are no weird powers out there that can change the outcome of this weeks votes I am comfortable being Boogies pawn. He is not happy about it but it has heaps of advantages for both of us.
1. nobody will put the two of us together
2. he will get to save Amy and make an ally
3. Alison wont be able to win back Amy's favor by voting to keep her
4. Boogie wont make another enemy that will come after him
5. I wont have to vote Casey out myself

The last one was a really hard one for me. I like him so much and I may be stupid but I believe he would have done everything to keep me in this game right up to the end. The only problem is he is an incredibly strong competitor and he has plans to pit two of my allies against each other. Under normal circumstances I would have loved Casey as my F2 partner but I already had one when Casey and I started talking. I feel like a total piece of crap about this but I had to think about my other allies..all of them. Amy, Enzo, Boogie and Jessie are just as important to me and he is a threat to all of them...and of course I am still set on taking Jessie to the end. If I dont win this game..I want him to. In fact I might prefer him to win it. He is the best BB player I have ever encountered and it is about time he won a game.

[Kristen Bitting]

Update. Enzo is worried about me leaving if Boogie puts me up so he was hoping by taking Amy down and replacing her with Alison it would help Boogie feel safe enough not to use his Coup. I know it wont but at least it will give me a chance to try to make a deal with Alison so that when I am put up post-coup she may not vote me out. If she does I will have a great reason to go after her next. Its a win-win...or a lose-lose..lol
Jessie is having second thoughts about me going up too. He wants to back out if it but I can't risk anything happening to him later. Casey has to be dealt with if Jessie and I are to make F2 so this is as good a time as any.
I am ready to roll the dice....I just hope Julie takes pity on me and gets results up FAST ! I am not used to being nominated..even as a pawn. The fact that it was my idea will make it even more ridiculous if I end up leaving.
Oh well..look on the bright side..I wont have to turn on anyone else. This game has so many nice people in it that I am having a really hard time even thinking about all the good people that have to leave. I am not sure I am up to it anymore. I might be getting too soft for this cutthroat game.

[Kristen Bitting]

OMG I am getting the last minute jitters . Why did I have to look at that memory wall and see my picture all alone with the evictees ? That spooks me right out. UGH. I might be committing one of the cardinal BB sins...never think you are safe !!! Everyone thinks they are going to stay...I must be nuts.
Why am I fighting to be nominated ? For that matter why am I even worried about Casey ? He is my closest ally. This is absurd.

[Kristen Bitting]

I just told Boogie to go ahead and take my biggest enemy down so he could put one of my closest allies and myself up together. I must be certifiably mad but Casey has to go and at least this way I don't have to vote against him.

In a few minutes it will be too late to turn back.......tick tock tick tock