Final 5 Recap

[Enzo Palumbo]

First here is a convo with Amy and I. Probably the best one I've had all game with somenoe else besides my girl Kristen. I actually convinced her to keep me and she goes off in these tangents, its actually quite funny. I had to work to save myself here and she will take all the credit LOL Even though she is a huge part of it, I definitely said all the right things

[Enzo Palumbo]

Amy (9:57:20 PM): I thought long and hard about it, but it was ultimately too risky. But I am telling you straight up because
you're a great guy and deserve to know and I promised you I would tell you
meowmeowyo (9:58:34 PM): risky how
meowmeowyo (9:58:35 PM): exactly
meowmeowyo (9:58:52 PM): pissing off someone who cant win hoh next and HAS to win veto to stay in the game?
meowmeowyo (9:58:58 PM): or having someone to actually have your back
meowmeowyo (9:58:59 PM): hmm
meowmeowyo (9:59:18 PM): sounds like the potential rewards outweight the risks if you ask me
meowmeowyo (9:59:39 PM): go ahead and follow what kristen and jessie want. youre playing scared still
meowmeowyo (9:59:51 PM): i havent seen you take one risk and if you actually wanted to win this game
meowmeowyo (9:59:54 PM): then you would take one
Amy (10:01:19 PM): Ugh. It's a hard call. Jessie is the biggest threat though in terms of challenges and him winning veto next week=guaranteed exit for me if I vote against him.
meowmeowyo (10:01:40 PM): against him?
meowmeowyo (10:01:47 PM): he has no vote. This is your chance to play for yourself
meowmeowyo (10:01:54 PM): and not being scared of one person
meowmeowyo (10:01:59 PM): seriously, youre making a mistake
meowmeowyo (10:02:10 PM): and not because i want to stay but just to give yourself a fighting chance
meowmeowyo (10:02:18 PM): i dont understand this logic
meowmeowyo (10:02:28 PM): being scared of someone is not playing the game at all
meowmeowyo (10:03:00 PM): and keeping hayden does what for you exactly?
Amy (10:03:00 PM): I really hope I get HOH next week. But you're right. And I agree with you. I made a mistake.
meowmeowyo (10:03:17 PM): i dont care if you win hoh next week if im not around to see it
meowmeowyo (10:03:19 PM): give me a break
meowmeowyo (10:03:24 PM): are you even playing the game? omg
meowmeowyo (10:03:31 PM): this is so frustrating.
Amy (10:03:33 PM): Yes I am.
meowmeowyo (10:03:40 PM): youre playing scared. thats not playing
Amy (10:04:40 PM): It is playing. I was offered a F2, maybe I just trust it too much.
meowmeowyo (10:05:02 PM): i offered you one as well
meowmeowyo (10:05:08 PM): and you have
Amy (10:05:19 PM): I've trusted it too much?
meowmeowyo (10:05:32 PM): if jessie offered it to you, then you're dumb for thinking he'll make good on that
Amy (10:05:41 PM): He didn't
meowmeowyo (10:05:44 PM): and if its from kristen, well she has no intentions of taking you to the end
Amy (10:05:59 PM): I really hope that's wrong because I've told her so many things about me
meowmeowyo (10:06:10 PM): it is
meowmeowyo (10:06:14 PM): she's known jessie for 5 years
meowmeowyo (10:06:21 PM): they are close and will not go against each other
meowmeowyo (10:06:24 PM): im sorry but its true
meowmeowyo (10:06:35 PM): and you've just made it so you're either 4th or 3rd
meowmeowyo (10:06:44 PM): my guess is that you'll be 4th and they'll drag hayden to the end
meowmeowyo (10:06:48 PM): for an easy win
meowmeowyo (10:06:50 PM): i cannot believe this
meowmeowyo (10:06:51 PM): wow
Amy (10:07:03 PM): If Hayden makes the end and they do that to me I'd vote for Hayden. I've told them both a ton of stuff
Amy (10:07:25 PM): I've been loyal to them this whole game, if they dupe me I will be crushed.
meowmeowyo (10:07:32 PM): and you'd be surprised by this?
meowmeowyo (10:07:34 PM): cmon Amy
meowmeowyo (10:07:45 PM): im giving you a fighting chance here because you wont be a target next week
meowmeowyo (10:07:46 PM): I will be
Amy (10:07:53 PM): that's true.
meowmeowyo (10:07:55 PM): do you honestly think that you'd get evicted before me if one of them wins veto?
Amy (10:08:01 PM): if you're HOH
meowmeowyo (10:08:01 PM): you wouldnt
meowmeowyo (10:08:16 PM): but thats still a 50/50 shot of staying with me in the game
meowmeowyo (10:08:22 PM): as opposed to 75/25
meowmeowyo (10:08:31 PM): god, im being so logical here and i dont get this at all
Amy (10:08:37 PM): that's a good point. Wow. I really hope I didn't trust them way too much
meowmeowyo (10:08:44 PM): change your vote
Amy (10:09:37 PM): have they told you, flat out, that they plan to screw me next?
Amy (10:09:48 PM): because I've put my faith and trust in those 2 from Day 1
meowmeowyo (10:10:34 PM): they are taking each other to the end no matter what. Kristen fully admitted to me that he was her real final 2 and yours was fake and Kristen was actually hoping you were gonna get evicted first week when all that alliance drama came about
meowmeowyo (10:10:50 PM): so she didnt have to hold true to it
Amy (10:10:53 PM): wow wtf.
meowmeowyo (10:10:56 PM): just like how close she was to me
meowmeowyo (10:11:04 PM): she didnt want to win veto so she didnt have to make this choice
Amy (10:11:08 PM): I feel like I've just been sucker-punched
Amy (10:11:13 PM): ^That I knew
meowmeowyo (10:11:14 PM): if you honestly think that youre in their final plans, youre sadly mistaken
meowmeowyo (10:11:26 PM): I will promise you final 2 and mean it
meowmeowyo (10:11:40 PM): what else do I have? I wouldnt take either of them and I know they would evict me next over you
meowmeowyo (10:11:48 PM): so Im asking you to change your vote
meowmeowyo (10:11:57 PM): please
Amy (10:12:01 PM): that's true. And all of a sudden she's telling me to not even think about changing my vote
Amy (10:12:04 PM): so it's a bit fishy
Amy (10:12:12 PM): When she was all woe is me over your eviction this morning
meowmeowyo (10:12:13 PM): i know
meowmeowyo (10:12:16 PM): exactly
meowmeowyo (10:12:20 PM): she knows whats going to happen
meowmeowyo (10:12:26 PM): jessie will evict me and you will be next
meowmeowyo (10:12:44 PM): im tellin you Peter, they are so tight. youll be all alone
Amy (10:12:48 PM): I've heard so many stories today. But this one definitely is the most believeable for one reason: You have no reason to lie to me
meowmeowyo (10:12:55 PM): i dont
meowmeowyo (10:13:13 PM): and dont tell Kristen youre changing your vote
meowmeowyo (10:13:17 PM): let her think it will tie
meowmeowyo (10:13:26 PM): because if you tell her, then she will just switch hers
meowmeowyo (10:13:29 PM): and this will be for nothing
Amy (10:13:36 PM): I won't if I end up doing it. Because now I'm really thinking hard now. A lot harder than this morning
meowmeowyo (10:13:37 PM): im trying to help you here just as much as myself
Amy (10:14:04 PM): Because this truly comes off fishy to me that this morning she was telling me she was CRYING over you leaving and now it's "Don't even think about changing your vote and pissing off Jessie" whichr eally makes me go wtf
Amy (10:15:09 PM): And did she really want me out Week 1? She did so much damage control to help me
meowmeowyo (10:15:38 PM): that damage control you speak of was just to control you the whole game and let you think that she was with you the whole time
meowmeowyo (10:15:49 PM): it didnt pan out because you never went up on the block that round
Amy (10:16:10 PM): So here is a question I must pose then: How long have you all known about my game and what I was doing?
meowmeowyo (10:16:24 PM): you all?
Amy (10:16:33 PM): just other people not named Casey and Jessie
meowmeowyo (10:16:49 PM): I can only speak for myself but I didnt realize she was playing you until today
meowmeowyo (10:16:57 PM): when she said your f2 with her was fake and jessie's was real
meowmeowyo (10:17:02 PM): since she's known him for 5 years
Amy (10:17:19 PM): Do you promise not to tell her anything I tell you?
Amy (10:17:24 PM): I won't tell her either
meowmeowyo (10:17:29 PM): I promise
Amy (10:17:40 PM): she told me today you went to Jessie telling him me and her had a F2 and then offered him a deal hoping I'd split the vote
meowmeowyo (10:17:51 PM): NO NO NO
meowmeowyo (10:17:52 PM): wow
meowmeowyo (10:17:56 PM): jessie ignored me all day
meowmeowyo (10:18:00 PM): he knows what he wants
meowmeowyo (10:18:02 PM): and thats me gone
meowmeowyo (10:18:09 PM): because then you and hayden can be easily disposed
meowmeowyo (10:18:12 PM): this is their plan
Amy (10:18:40 PM): So all the talk about how I've played a good game, and done well, was all shit to get me to be wrapped around their fingers?!
meowmeowyo (10:18:46 PM): yes
meowmeowyo (10:18:52 PM): you have been their pawn
meowmeowyo (10:18:59 PM): and i have been too even though Ive won things
Amy (10:19:03 PM): I've also done that to myself
meowmeowyo (10:19:08 PM): Kristen totally played me all game
Amy (10:19:10 PM): Because I haven't been in position to do anything
meowmeowyo (10:19:17 PM): i know and they have been banking on that all game
meowmeowyo (10:19:29 PM): this is your chance man to make things count for YOURSELF
meowmeowyo (10:19:30 PM): not them
Amy (10:19:36 PM): that's true
Amy (10:20:10 PM): I've grown to like Kristen as a person and don't want her to hate me after I keep you, and although you MAY be lying to me, and you are desperate, the fact remains that I don't think you could fabricate all of this
Amy (10:20:22 PM): so I'm definitely thinking about it once more
Amy (10:20:30 PM): I mean if I really think about it
Amy (10:20:39 PM): I've had no say since Week 2 when I suggested we backdoor Diane
Amy (10:20:51 PM): Week 3 Casey made the decision to backdoor Lane with no input from me
meowmeowyo (10:21:02 PM): right and you know kristen was in on that right?
Amy (10:21:05 PM): Week 4 the target was Brendon and even after I suggested voting out Hayden they said no
meowmeowyo (10:21:10 PM): she knew you were tight with Lane and that gets rid of your ally
Amy (10:21:13 PM): Week 5 we all were in agreement MIke D.
meowmeowyo (10:21:13 PM): so you could work with her
Amy (10:21:20 PM): I was working with her regardless
Amy (10:21:28 PM): But Lane was another good friend of mine
meowmeowyo (10:21:33 PM): but to go behind your back to get your ally out?
meowmeowyo (10:21:35 PM): thats not right
meowmeowyo (10:21:43 PM): i had no say in that either, honestly
Amy (10:21:47 PM): I knew she had something to do with it
Amy (10:21:50 PM): I've known that this whole time
meowmeowyo (10:21:59 PM): doesnt make it okay
Amy (10:22:11 PM): Week 4 I suggested booting Hayden and keeping Brendon but it was dismissed
Amy (10:22:25 PM): Week 5 and 6 I was in full agreement/not in position to argue
meowmeowyo (10:22:30 PM): because Hayden was another one of Kristen's puppets
meowmeowyo (10:22:38 PM): he always has been
Amy (10:22:40 PM): Week 7 I really wanted Hayden out but Kristen was dead set on evicting Alison
meowmeowyo (10:23:11 PM): and she knew you were close with her
meowmeowyo (10:23:23 PM): doesnt all of this add up to something for you?

Amy (10:23:29 PM): Yes it does
Amy (10:23:34 PM): I think Casey was playing me as well
meowmeowyo (10:23:43 PM): he probably was
Amy (10:23:47 PM): But I will be honest with you too
meowmeowyo (10:23:48 PM): it wasnt a bad move getting rid of him
Amy (10:23:52 PM): I was mad pissed when Casey put up Lane
Amy (10:23:56 PM): because I knew that
Amy (10:24:03 PM): that was a way Casey/Kristen would cut off an escape route
meowmeowyo (10:24:08 PM): exactly
Amy (10:24:11 PM): Because I like to set myself up with webs.
Amy (10:24:19 PM): And always have exit clauses if shit goes wrong
Amy (10:24:21 PM): when Lane left, I lost that
meowmeowyo (10:24:26 PM): well i am your exit clause this time
Amy (10:24:27 PM): and HOLY SHIT...when Alison left, I lost the other
meowmeowyo (10:24:33 PM): i am the shield this round
meowmeowyo (10:24:41 PM): and getting hayden out takes away a puppet for her
meowmeowyo (10:24:51 PM): and someone who would probably vote you out if he wins veto
Amy (10:24:58 PM): I hope you know how crushed I am that all this is fitting the glove
meowmeowyo (10:25:13 PM): i know and i was just as crushed when i realized this stuff today too
meowmeowyo (10:25:17 PM): believe me
meowmeowyo (10:25:26 PM): i did not want it to be like that but look at everything thats happened
Amy (10:25:35 PM): I am a loyal player-When I make an alliance it is golden
meowmeowyo (10:25:42 PM): i know
Amy (10:25:56 PM): I don't like finding out that the only reason they've kept me around was to use me as a vote and then screw me at F4 and not even let me get a shot at the Final HOH
meowmeowyo (10:25:59 PM): but if youre being played, why are you being loyal to people who have no intentions of being loyal to you?
meowmeowyo (10:26:02 PM): it just doesnt make sense
Amy (10:26:18 PM): Because I didn't think I was being played, and still am telling myself, likely foolishly, that I'm not
meowmeowyo (10:26:40 PM): I have come to terms that ive been played all game by her
meowmeowyo (10:26:48 PM): its time that you do too
meowmeowyo (10:26:49 PM): seriously
meowmeowyo (10:26:57 PM): if you want a true shot at f2, then you need to keep me
Amy (10:27:08 PM): That's true. Plus even if Kristen and I DO have a legit F2
Amy (10:27:12 PM): I don't trust her or me to beat Jessie
Amy (10:27:14 PM): who will def. NOT take me
meowmeowyo (10:27:23 PM): she will throw that final hoh
meowmeowyo (10:27:28 PM): cuz she knows the both of you would take her
Amy (10:27:30 PM): why wouldn't she?
meowmeowyo (10:27:31 PM): she is sitting so pretty
Amy (10:27:31 PM): Yep
Amy (10:27:39 PM): She's got 3 outlets to the F2 if you leave
Amy (10:27:43 PM): Believe me, I've noted that
meowmeowyo (10:27:45 PM): exactly
Amy (10:27:59 PM): but I'm so mad at myself because I did this one time before
Amy (10:28:03 PM): and told myself I'd never do it again
meowmeowyo (10:28:09 PM): well make amends for that
Amy (10:28:12 PM): I got so smitted/drawn in by an ally that I let them cut my escape routs off
meowmeowyo (10:28:14 PM): and dont let yourself be a chump
meowmeowyo (10:28:15 PM): for them
Amy (10:28:50 PM): It's hard for me to tell myself Kristen played me, and I'll tell her after the vote that "I made this decision for myself, not because I want our F2 to be done but just to have an escape route, Enzo brought one too many good points up"
meowmeowyo (10:29:19 PM): i dont blame you for that. telling her afterwards is the best thing for you to do honestly
Amy (10:29:35 PM): I doubt this will work, but I'm gonna try to see if I can catch her in a lie, brb
meowmeowyo (10:29:53 PM): keeping me is for your game to move forward. you have my word that i will do whatever i can to make sure we are in f3 and in the end
Amy (10:32:35 PM): so Jessie pretty much
Amy (10:32:41 PM): reiterated the story that Kristen told me
meowmeowyo (10:32:52 PM): about?
Amy (10:32:54 PM): I want to trust that but it's starting to add up....it's like they rehearse shit or something
Amy (10:32:57 PM): You coming to him
meowmeowyo (10:32:59 PM): i know
meowmeowyo (10:33:11 PM): i never did Peter, I swear on everything
Amy (10:33:44 PM): God this game is hard. But honestly right now I'm believing you a bit more. I mean you're desperate to stay but still. When you're desperate to stay you don't spin webs of lies either
meowmeowyo (10:34:28 PM): I have been listening to what Kristen says and Im putting all this together and with the fact that every move thats gone down has benefitted both of them just makes this all make that much more sense
Amy (10:34:42 PM): Yep.
Amy (10:34:44 PM): Diane backdoor
Amy (10:34:46 PM): Lane backdoor
Amy (10:34:47 PM): Boogie coup
Amy (10:34:50 PM): Casey out
meowmeowyo (10:34:50 PM): yep
Amy (10:34:51 PM): Alison out
meowmeowyo (10:34:54 PM): all of it
Amy (10:35:00 PM): I just feel very played
meowmeowyo (10:35:11 PM): so change your vote. she still insists she kept me
meowmeowyo (10:35:19 PM): dont let her know this until afterwards
Amy (10:35:24 PM): I won't.
meowmeowyo (10:35:26 PM): and you have your exit clause
meowmeowyo (10:35:27 PM): Me
Amy (10:35:44 PM): I'll be like "don't hate me, but I did this to have an exit clause, things are starting to not add up. I trust you 100% but I did what I felt was best for me"
meowmeowyo (10:35:54 PM): that works
meowmeowyo (10:35:58 PM): she cant be mad at that
Amy (10:36:51 PM): So, I'm gonna lay out where my mind is at on this, just you and me, in a heart-to-heart
Amy (10:37:26 PM): If I do this: I alienate Jessie/Kristen, but create a desperately needed exit clause. Furthermore, the jury now goes "you made the move and went against Jessie/Kristen, and started to use your role of pawn to your advantage"
Amy (10:37:52 PM): Because in reality, being someone's pawn is a great position if you rally against them because then you become a key piece ot the game
meowmeowyo (10:37:56 PM): exactly
meowmeowyo (10:38:03 PM): you nailed it right on the head
Amy (10:38:51 PM): I told Jess a couple of things
Amy (10:38:55 PM): but not anything here
meowmeowyo (10:38:55 PM): and you have me as someone they'd still want out first. but also someone who can win that veto to keep us both safe
Amy (10:39:05 PM): Yep
Amy (10:39:16 PM): Plus someone that, now that I think about it, I might have a shot against in a final 2
Amy (10:39:21 PM): I have no shot vs. Jessie or Kristen
meowmeowyo (10:39:28 PM): i agree with that
meowmeowyo (10:39:34 PM): we've both been pawns
Amy (10:39:36 PM): especially if I'm their pawn all game
meowmeowyo (10:39:48 PM): so its a tossup. me winning comps wont really be taken into consideration by the jury
meowmeowyo (10:39:52 PM): at least i dont think so
Amy (10:40:16 PM): And if I win the last HOH or last POV I'd have some merit
Amy (10:40:27 PM): because the more I think about it the more I go I don't have jack shit to argue against Jessie/Kristen ATM
meowmeowyo (10:40:50 PM): no they've plotted this out pretty welll
meowmeowyo (10:41:05 PM): and its time to stand up against that and say HEY, Im not just some toy to be played with and my time is now
meowmeowyo (10:41:15 PM): the jury would love that and respect you like crazy
meowmeowyo (10:41:18 PM): i know i will
Amy (10:41:25 PM): Yep and again, the other thing is
Amy (10:41:37 PM): If I get to the F2 by being a puppet I'd have a much harder time wrestling the jury for votes
meowmeowyo (10:41:55 PM): mhm
Amy (10:42:23 PM): even if I'm sitting at F2 with one of them I'd have a move that I could go on and say "Hey, I did this, I took my fate into my own hands"
meowmeowyo (10:42:39 PM): true that
meowmeowyo (10:42:53 PM): dont let others control your fate when you can do something about it
meowmeowyo (10:42:56 PM): thats how i look at it
Amy (10:43:15 PM): Now that I think about it, they've run this entire game
Amy (10:43:24 PM): and they've delusionally made me think I was running it too
meowmeowyo (10:43:35 PM): yep
meowmeowyo (10:43:37 PM): same here
Amy (10:43:50 PM): but the more I think about it the more I go I haven't controlled shit
Amy (10:43:57 PM): I might not even be able to own the Diane vote
meowmeowyo (10:44:56 PM): she denied they joined together
meowmeowyo (10:44:59 PM): but i think thats bs
Amy (10:45:01 PM): And how do you know Kristen was behind the Lane thing?
meowmeowyo (10:45:08 PM): she told me
Amy (10:45:13 PM): Doesn't shock me
meowmeowyo (10:45:19 PM): she was close to casey that whole time
Amy (10:45:27 PM): I knew about that in Week 3. When she told me she wasn't behind it I didn't buy it for a second
Amy (10:45:37 PM): Did I ever say that in my DR? No, but I knew full well she was behind that
meowmeowyo (10:45:48 PM): Lane was made into a scapegoat
meowmeowyo (10:45:57 PM): and I realized it as soon as he was put up and voted out.
Amy (10:46:05 PM): I gave him a pity vote
meowmeowyo (10:46:13 PM): i shouldve as well honestly
Amy (10:46:13 PM): if you didn't know I was one of the votes to save him
meowmeowyo (10:46:19 PM): i know you were
Amy (10:46:28 PM): And that's another thing that strikes me as odd
Amy (10:46:31 PM): Right after he went up
Amy (10:46:37 PM): she was like "he's said so many things about you"
meowmeowyo (10:46:47 PM): i doubt he did
Amy (10:47:07 PM): Then she told Lane after he left that I wasn't sad he left
meowmeowyo (10:47:13 PM): thats awfule
Amy (10:47:14 PM): The more I think about that the more pissed that makes me
meowmeowyo (10:47:16 PM): awful*
Amy (10:47:19 PM): he's not even a juror for fucks sake
Amy (10:47:39 PM): I was talking to him after and he's like "I know how you play, I know you're not really sad that I'm gone. Kristen told me"
Amy (10:48:03 PM): Was it true that I was considering voting to evict him to avoid standing out? Yes. But that didn't mean I wasn't very sad to see him go
meowmeowyo (10:48:14 PM): that would piss me off like no other
Amy (10:48:39 PM): what amazes me is I told Kristen about it and in 10 seconds she sweet talked me into her little spell
Amy (10:48:45 PM): "Oh no I never said that"
Amy (10:49:20 PM): But what I don't get is
Amy (10:49:24 PM): why did she have to lie to Lane?
Amy (10:49:27 PM): He's not even a fucking juror
Amy (10:49:51 PM): And did I say I wasn't mad at Casey? Duh I did! I mean, who says "oh by the way I'm pissed the fuck off at you and I'm gonna come after you now" uhm no
meowmeowyo (10:50:05 PM): yeah nobody says that
meowmeowyo (10:50:12 PM): and lying to prejury is so stupid
meowmeowyo (10:50:22 PM): but also those prejurors could tell others in the game
meowmeowyo (10:50:31 PM): so i think she was lying just to cover her ass
meowmeowyo (10:50:33 PM): for later
meowmeowyo (10:50:35 PM): and its worked
Amy (10:51:01 PM): I mean did I say shit to others about how I wasn't mad at them that he was gone? Yeah, of course
Amy (10:51:06 PM): But I mean, who doesn't after you lose an ally prejury?
Amy (10:51:25 PM): And I think we've played together long enough to know that I'm far too level-headed to do anything like that
meowmeowyo (10:51:47 PM): yeah i know
Amy (10:51:50 PM): I told Lane that week "I'm not mad at all and I still trust you and I just want to make sure we're good" but in my head I was going "WTF why would you EVER do that?"
Amy (10:52:02 PM): But obviously, you don't go saying that
meowmeowyo (10:52:25 PM): they were all lies being told to both of you
meowmeowyo (10:52:40 PM): just to keep you us unsuspecting of what was really going on
Amy (10:52:40 PM): Lane had to be taken out for other reasons
Amy (10:52:49 PM): besides being my escape route
meowmeowyo (10:52:54 PM): right
Amy (10:53:05 PM): although I was pissed that he left because that was an escape route I no longer had if I needed it
Amy (10:53:30 PM): And then Week 6 I had lost Lane and Brendon(another friend outside the game, albeit one I mistrust), so I had to depend on Jessie and Kristen for me to stay
Amy (10:53:39 PM): then I went up and had to again depend on them
Amy (10:53:41 PM): and last week AGAIN
meowmeowyo (10:55:22 PM): and do you realize that i was being used also? you going up helped them so much
meowmeowyo (10:55:29 PM): cuz it allowed them to get the other person out
Amy (10:55:35 PM): Boogie?
meowmeowyo (10:55:39 PM): yes they saved you but it was because you were valuable to them
meowmeowyo (10:55:40 PM): yes
Amy (10:56:08 PM): And I do find it odd that before this week I was turning into super-pawn
Amy (10:56:19 PM): because in all honesty I was the perfect pawn, can't fend for self, have to have good allies
meowmeowyo (10:56:42 PM): and i was like the rook or bishop being moved into place to put the pawn in a certain spot they want
meowmeowyo (10:56:47 PM): if that analogy makes any sense
Amy (10:56:54 PM): I played Chess, it does
meowmeowyo (10:56:57 PM): lol
meowmeowyo (10:56:59 PM): k good
Amy (10:57:29 PM): I see it as this if we were pieces upon the chess board
Amy (10:57:43 PM): I am a pawn, and that was, tbh, the role I was hoping to take coming into the game, albeit I have thrown no comp
Amy (10:58:00 PM): Jessie and Kristen are King and Queen, and I run to them for protection
Amy (10:58:09 PM): I also befriend two Knights(Alison and Lane) and make friends with them
meowmeowyo (10:58:14 PM): cant pawns take down kings and queens?
Amy (10:58:19 PM): Yes they can
meowmeowyo (10:58:43 PM): well then this whole game has been one huge analogy
Amy (10:58:45 PM): And I also befriend some bishops(yourself and Boogie), and a fellow pawn(Hayden), but the K/Q think I'm making too many friends
Amy (10:58:52 PM): so they take out my knights(Lane and Alison)
meowmeowyo (10:58:53 PM): and i think it would be quite fitting that a pawn took them down
Amy (10:58:56 PM): so I'm forced to stick with them
meowmeowyo (10:59:07 PM): mhm
Amy (10:59:56 PM): y'know, I'm really starting to lean heavily towards keeping you
Amy (11:00:07 PM): I'm kinda tired of being the pawn on the chess board, just another piece for the others to move to their liking
Amy (11:00:12 PM): I've felt that way this entire game
Amy (11:01:17 PM): I knew I'd lose Lane and Alison at some point in the game
meowmeowyo (11:01:25 PM): please make a stand with me then!
Amy (11:02:20 PM): And some things really are starting to smell fishy to me
Amy (11:02:39 PM): Like I told Jessie I was thinking about it and he's all "well it's your decision and either way we're still a 3" then spends 10 minutes telling me why not to keep you
meowmeowyo (11:03:09 PM): lol
meowmeowyo (11:03:18 PM): well this is it man
meowmeowyo (11:03:43 PM): if something isnt done now, then the odds of it working in yours and my favor go down the drain
Amy (11:03:47 PM): I've been 100% loyal to Kristen all game, I'm sure if I explained myself she'd understand
meowmeowyo (11:03:58 PM): she would have to
meowmeowyo (11:04:13 PM): because then she would need to still have you on her side
Amy (11:04:29 PM): because she'd go up if you won HOH!
meowmeowyo (11:04:37 PM): exactly
Amy (11:04:38 PM): her only hope would be if I or her wins it that she didn't
meowmeowyo (11:04:57 PM): see, she's banking on winning hoh
meowmeowyo (11:05:07 PM): cuz it will be you and her playing and hayden probably wont even have time
meowmeowyo (11:05:20 PM): just like he didnt in veto. His "power outage" thing sounds like bs to me
Amy (11:05:21 PM): she even told me that
meowmeowyo (11:05:25 PM): it could be true but its an easy lie
Amy (11:05:49 PM): that's also the pro to getting rid of you, but long-term that may be a very bad move on my end
Amy (11:06:08 PM): I think I got a good shot at this next HOH but I don't want to be stuck with having to win POV if I don't
meowmeowyo (11:06:15 PM): right
meowmeowyo (11:06:22 PM): and lets say kristen wins hoh
meowmeowyo (11:06:31 PM): you and i would go up. one of us wins
meowmeowyo (11:06:34 PM): bye bye jessie
meowmeowyo (11:06:36 PM): and youre in final 3
Amy (11:06:37 PM): Right
Amy (11:06:45 PM): That's a big deal too
Amy (11:06:47 PM): I think if you stay
Amy (11:07:09 PM): the target stays off me and I get into the F3 regardless of if I win HOH or not because they still target you despite the fact that I am a mutinied pawn, you're still the bigger threat
meowmeowyo (11:07:39 PM): yep
meowmeowyo (11:07:57 PM): and me being the threat plus added with the fact that i am not committed to getting to the end with you
meowmeowyo (11:08:04 PM): your odds with me in the game keep going up
Amy (11:08:17 PM): not committed?
meowmeowyo (11:08:52 PM): total typing mistake
meowmeowyo (11:09:05 PM): I AM Committed. I promise you
meowmeowyo (11:09:48 PM): i just really want to stay and help take out the true power players
meowmeowyo (11:09:58 PM): so they know that they cant mess with people like this and get away it
Amy (11:11:40 PM): Well, to put it bluntly, this is my shot to cut the ambillycal cord
meowmeowyo (11:11:51 PM): lol
meowmeowyo (11:12:12 PM): they will be so nervous if you and i join up
meowmeowyo (11:12:20 PM): because it really seems like they are scared of me
meowmeowyo (11:12:32 PM): i think they feel im the only one standing in their way of f2
meowmeowyo (11:12:41 PM): and they totally disregard you and hayden as players
meowmeowyo (11:12:48 PM): hayden hasnt played much, lets be honest
meowmeowyo (11:12:49 PM): but you have
Amy (11:13:30 PM): I have played
meowmeowyo (11:13:33 PM): i know
Amy (11:13:34 PM): and that's another red flag to me
Amy (11:13:40 PM): I'm 10X more dangerous than he is
Amy (11:13:44 PM): the sad thing is that isn't saying much
meowmeowyo (11:13:45 PM): you are
meowmeowyo (11:13:57 PM): id say 100X more dangerous actually :-P
Amy (11:14:03 PM): they're both good players. I am too but I'm not on the same level at all
meowmeowyo (11:14:14 PM): we honestly need each other right now
Amy (11:14:38 PM): and too think 24 hours ago I was begging Kristen not to POV you so I don't go up and I can vote for you , today has revealed a lot
meowmeowyo (11:15:05 PM): it really has. she was never going to veto me
meowmeowyo (11:15:10 PM): and you begging just played right into her hand
Amy (11:15:12 PM): plus I honestly think that
Amy (11:15:50 PM): she thinks I'm a good player, but she wants me to feel like I need to stay with them and not think on my own
meowmeowyo (11:16:23 PM): right
meowmeowyo (11:16:40 PM): thats how she keeps you as the pawn and im mad that i have helped her do so
meowmeowyo (11:16:44 PM): god so frustrating
Amy (11:16:48 PM): brb a bit of HW need to finish
meowmeowyo (11:16:51 PM): k
Amy (11:19:38 PM): I'd hate pissing her off because I care about her as a person but if she actually cares about me as a person she'll understand
meowmeowyo (11:21:41 PM): I think she will. Youre doing whats best for you and how can you not understand that?
Amy (11:23:30 PM): Right. And the more I think about it
Amy (11:23:38 PM): the more I go "Wow, I haven't made a single decision for myself yet"
Amy (11:24:11 PM): not THAT drastic, but you get the idea
meowmeowyo (11:24:20 PM): yeah i get what you mean
Amy (11:24:53 PM): What really gets me is she told me that Lane leaving benefits my game all the way back in Week 3
Amy (11:24:58 PM): I never told her I felt that was a load of crap
Amy (11:25:01 PM): but honestly
Amy (11:25:04 PM): I felt like it was
Amy (11:25:11 PM): What reason would Lane have had to target me EVER?
meowmeowyo (11:25:18 PM): he wouldnt
meowmeowyo (11:25:33 PM): and sounds like she was just trying to make her seem better to you in your eyes
Amy (11:25:43 PM): well it worked
Amy (11:25:50 PM): before today she had me completely whipped(as I'm sure you can tell)
meowmeowyo (11:26:10 PM): she has had everyone whipped
Amy (11:26:21 PM): I may never have flirted with her like you did, but I got very close to her as friends and still feel that way
meowmeowyo (11:26:52 PM): I feel the same way. I have grown to care about her a lot actually
meowmeowyo (11:27:11 PM): which is why this is hard but at the same time, i dont like that we have both been her little toys to play with and put in certain situations
meowmeowyo (11:27:17 PM): for her benefit and for jessie's
meowmeowyo (11:27:25 PM): who's basically been her silent bodyguard if you will
Amy (11:27:43 PM): I've been the perfect pawn this whole game as well, haven't I? She knew I would stay next to Alison and Boogie
meowmeowyo (11:27:51 PM): yep
meowmeowyo (11:27:59 PM): and guess who had influence in those noms
meowmeowyo (11:28:01 PM): when i put them up
meowmeowyo (11:28:06 PM): :-\
Amy (11:28:08 PM): they did
Amy (11:28:17 PM): She didn't suggest nomming me Week 6...did she?!
meowmeowyo (11:28:32 PM): the boogie coup week?
Amy (11:28:35 PM): yes
meowmeowyo (11:29:10 PM): yeah she did and i knew that i needed to save you in order for it to ensure the coup being used
meowmeowyo (11:29:15 PM): i wasnt aware it expired that week
meowmeowyo (11:29:18 PM): until afterwards
Amy (11:29:25 PM): well if I'm THAT dispensable to her, then that's another reasont o keep you.
meowmeowyo (11:29:44 PM): you've been her pawn but you have been expendable because just like in chess
meowmeowyo (11:29:50 PM): you have to sacrifice pawns to get further right?
Amy (11:29:59 PM): yes but apparently she hasn't gotten to me yet
meowmeowyo (11:30:11 PM): nope cuz she feels like she can control you
meowmeowyo (11:30:18 PM): so if youre a controllable pawn, you dont get those out
meowmeowyo (11:30:37 PM): just like with how she talks to me, she is really good at buttering me up
meowmeowyo (11:30:45 PM): and making me feel so amazing
Amy (11:30:48 PM): <-----yep
meowmeowyo (11:31:01 PM): and that is why i questioned why you showed me that quote
Amy (11:31:05 PM): ALl game she's been like "you're playing so well, you have a great shot to win, you're a great F2 partner <333 "
meowmeowyo (11:31:05 PM): where she said she had a crush on me
meowmeowyo (11:31:27 PM): i wasnt buying it because too many other things were adding up against her
Amy (11:31:48 PM): Well thanks for waking me up. This is adding up way too well
meowmeowyo (11:33:07 PM): your eyes are opening to all of this on the same day its become apparent to me
Amy (11:33:07 PM): Has she controlled me this whole game? Yes, but I also have a head of my own and if I'm given enough evidence I can put a puzzle together
meowmeowyo (11:33:23 PM): I feel like she's controlled everyone this whole game
meowmeowyo (11:33:25 PM): from the get go
meowmeowyo (11:33:30 PM): including the both of us
meowmeowyo (11:40:44 PM): did you change your vote cuz julie is on the board
Amy (11:40:51 PM): no but I will now
meowmeowyo (11:41:01 PM): okay
Amy (11:41:19 PM): I'll take whatever abuse I have to from her tomorrow
Amy (11:41:29 PM): I won't tell her why I did it but I will tell her it was my way of having an escape route
meowmeowyo (11:41:51 PM): she wont abuse you i dont think and dont let jessie yell at you
Amy (11:42:00 PM): he told me to do what I think is right
Amy (11:42:04 PM): so I did
Amy (11:43:17 PM): She knows I voted you out earlier
Amy (11:43:21 PM): so if she makes a stink that's not my fault
Amy (11:43:30 PM): But I told her I was thinking of changing and she went "don't you dare"
meowmeowyo (11:43:30 PM): yep
meowmeowyo (11:44:03 PM): and that should be the big final red flag
meowmeowyo (11:44:11 PM): when she was so 'upset' earlier
Amy (11:44:17 PM): It was because she told me
Amy (11:44:19 PM): not 10 hours ago
Amy (11:44:23 PM): to do what I think is right
meowmeowyo (11:44:31 PM): mhm
Amy (11:44:54 PM): I posted this transcript in my DR
meowmeowyo (11:46:01 PM): i was going to do the same
Amy (11:46:02 PM): I still don't want to believe you
Amy (11:46:06 PM): and you are desperate to stay in the game
Amy (11:46:07 PM): but
Amy (11:46:09 PM): ultimately
Amy (11:46:17 PM): all that can't possibly be fabricated
Amy (11:46:25 PM): or coincidental
meowmeowyo (11:46:34 PM): its too much for me to even begin to lie about
Amy (11:47:01 PM): If I go next and you make F2 you are totally losing my jury vote
Amy (11:47:06 PM): I just took a massive risk
Amy (11:47:14 PM): that I may not have needed to take
Amy (11:47:20 PM): but a move i feel better and safer with
meowmeowyo (11:47:27 PM): i know and i wouldnt blame you for that but im telling you that the juice is worth the squeeze
meowmeowyo (11:47:33 PM): if you've ever seen Girl Next Door
meowmeowyo (11:47:36 PM): I love that line
Amy (11:47:44 PM): I haven't but it sounds hawt .
meowmeowyo (11:47:46 PM): haha
Amy (11:47:56 PM): and again I mean
meowmeowyo (11:48:01 PM): i just mean this risk is worth it for you and it wont backfire
Amy (11:48:17 PM): I know you're desperate and saying anything but still, all of that can't POSSIBLY be made up
Amy (11:48:26 PM): even if some of the truth was stretched
Amy (11:48:28 PM): it all fits
Amy (11:48:38 PM): It was always "have faith in me Amy, we're doing so good, you're not going anywhere"
meowmeowyo (11:48:43 PM): it does and even you've said that you've noticed certain things but haven't spoken up
Amy (11:48:55 PM): the Lane thing and today were big red flags
Amy (11:49:01 PM): hell even JESSIE fucking agreed with me that that was fishy
Amy (11:49:06 PM):
meowmeowyo (11:50:11 PM): the whole thing was fishy and I think we'll find out that Casey was just as much a pawn as we were
Amy (11:50:33 PM): Casey was probably using me as well
Amy (11:50:51 PM): I've played a good game imo but I have been everyone's pawn. I mean, have I ever really been a target? Not really, but not for a good reason.
meowmeowyo (11:50:53 PM): he probablywas
Amy (11:51:13 PM): I've always been "the one you can take out later"
Amy (11:51:22 PM): You owe me big
meowmeowyo (11:51:25 PM): I DO!
meowmeowyo (11:51:50 PM): Like majorly and I'll do everything in my power to make sure we are in f3 with a shot at f2. That's all I want and I know thats what you want
Amy (11:52:39 PM): We've both played good games, and honestly I feel very used right now
Amy (11:52:48 PM): and if she blows up at eviction I'll tell her how I feel despite how much I adore her
meowmeowyo (11:53:25 PM): I feel the same way and I think she knows how much people do like her but we cant keep playing for her
meowmeowyo (11:53:28 PM): its not right
Amy (11:53:47 PM): I mean I didn't betray her directly
meowmeowyo (11:53:56 PM): nope
Amy (11:54:00 PM): I simply made a move that made me able to have an exit clause in our contract
Amy (11:54:11 PM): Because if she is playing me, which I STILL don't want to believe, I want a way out
meowmeowyo (11:54:53 PM): and you have it right here and you'll still be able to maintain your loyalty to her
Amy (11:54:54 PM): BTW guess who convinced me not keeping you was the best move for me? Mhm
meowmeowyo (11:55:03 PM): yep i know
Amy (11:55:22 PM): But this was the first time where I didn't want to go with her
Amy (11:55:31 PM): because honestly when we spoke this morning I was like "I need to keep him"
Amy (11:56:00 PM): I am proud of myself though for not only making this move butr getting into the F4, because I don't think anyone thought I'd get here when the game started
meowmeowyo (11:56:15 PM): one thing i always try and do is trust my instincts but when youre being played, your instincts get skewed and its not your fault
Amy (11:56:26 PM): She's had me this whole time
Amy (11:56:38 PM): but today was the first time where I went "ya know what...I've never trusted Hayden, and this is too fishy"
Amy (11:56:48 PM): I was gonna even campaign to try and keep Lane
Amy (11:56:51 PM): guess who convinced me not to? MHM
meowmeowyo (11:57:11 PM): its always been for her benefit
meowmeowyo (11:57:14 PM): and jessie's
Amy (11:57:24 PM): plus, losing Lane changed the game bigtime for me
Amy (11:57:35 PM): because I was forced at that point to rely on Jessie, Kristen, and Casey
meowmeowyo (11:57:48 PM): and they dumped casey very quickly
Amy (11:57:55 PM): the only bad thing about keeping you is now
Amy (11:57:57 PM): for the first time this game
Amy (11:58:01 PM): I feel like I have a target on me
meowmeowyo (11:58:15 PM): but that target still wont be as big as mine
Amy (11:58:21 PM): Yeah I know
Amy (11:58:32 PM): NO offense but that reason was a big catalyst for why I kept you
Amy (11:58:51 PM): Although the fact that you're staying likely makes you not care at all
Amy (11:59:04 PM): I feel that if you're gone then the target on me and Hayden is equal
Amy (11:59:06 PM): next week
Amy (11:59:16 PM): and if I don't win HOH then my odds of getting evicted are substantially high
meowmeowyo (11:59:53 PM): its all about veto and you'll have me who has proven to be able to win comps is so crucial for both of us
meowmeowyo (11:59:57 PM): because I will keep my word to you
Amy (12:00:09 AM): Yeah I don't trust myself to beat either of them
Amy (12:00:17 AM): I mean why should I, right? I've literally won nothing
meowmeowyo (12:02:36 AM): Dont think that way. I know youre depending on me to help you and Im depending on you as well.
Amy (12:02:53 AM): Well I feel a hell of a lot safer now than I would've if Hayden stayed
meowmeowyo (12:02:53 AM): Kristen and Jessie have each other so its only right that we have someone like that to depend on
Amy (12:03:14 AM): And I'm glad we could work out a deal, because the whole reason I was sold on booting you this week was A. Her and B. Because my mindset was'
Amy (12:03:31 AM): "He's put me up as a pawn twice, sure it's a pawn, but I'm clearly not in his F2 plans, because I was dispensible"
Amy (12:03:37 AM): but as I see now, I've been dispensable to everyone
meowmeowyo (12:04:06 AM): and i was going to be as well, and then you'd be the only thing in the way. Hayden is such a non factor, how could you even be worried about him?
Amy (12:04:33 AM): I really want to trust Jessie and Kristen would've taken me to the 3
Amy (12:04:37 AM): but I've known for
Amy (12:04:40 AM): a long time that
Amy (12:04:44 AM): I had to win the final HOH over Jessie
Amy (12:04:46 AM): and idk if I could
meowmeowyo (12:05:08 AM): one of them needs to go next so we have a fair chance
Amy (12:05:28 AM): I've known since early in the game I wouldn't take Jessie to the end
Amy (12:05:33 AM): I'll do my explaining to them later
Amy (12:06:02 AM): Because it's simple-Hayden is not an escape route
Amy (12:06:04 AM): you are
Amy (12:06:08 AM): if Hayden won the F4 HOH I was fucked
Amy (12:06:09 AM): and I knew it
meowmeowyo (12:06:30 AM): and Im fine with that. That doesnt bother me because well, you deserve to have one after they've taken everything away from you
meowmeowyo (12:06:37 AM): and now Im too big a threat for them
Amy (12:07:03 AM): Here was my gameplan in a nutshell
Amy (12:07:17 AM): Surround myself with a wall of defenders and call shots from sidelines-delusionally trhought I did this
Amy (12:07:33 AM): but I haven't called much at all
meowmeowyo (12:07:39 AM): im sure kristen was good in letting you think you had
Amy (12:07:40 AM): I was behind Diane's backdoor and I doubt I could even own that
Amy (12:07:56 AM): I suggested it to her but I'm sure she already had a plan to do that
Amy (12:08:19 AM): But my ideal F5 was me, Kristen, Jessie, Casey, and Lane. Then Lane left. Then I replaced Lane with Alison. Then Casey and her left back to back
Amy (12:08:26 AM): and I found myself dependent upon them
Amy (12:08:30 AM): idk why I didn't find that fishy
Amy (12:08:48 AM): But the more I think about it the more I go
Amy (12:08:49 AM): wow
meowmeowyo (12:08:50 AM): because its too suspicious on how it all went down
meowmeowyo (12:09:03 AM): and ive been saying wow all day figuring this out
meowmeowyo (12:09:11 AM): and between whats she's said to me and you separately
Amy (12:09:15 AM): They took them out not to "benefit our F2" but to keep me in line
meowmeowyo (12:09:20 AM): yep
Amy (12:09:30 AM): Because I think they knew that I wasn't a Hayden
Amy (12:09:37 AM): I had a head of my own and I needed to be neutered
Amy (12:09:46 AM): I'm a tough out when I have a good wall around me
meowmeowyo (12:10:28 AM): ill be your wall in this next round
meowmeowyo (12:10:31 AM): not a problem
Amy (12:10:55 AM): I mean we're at the F5 and soon to be very divided F4
Amy (12:11:02 AM): you should know how I've been operating
Amy (12:11:18 AM): But I'm very pissed at myself that I let them take down my escape routes without even batting an eye
meowmeowyo (12:11:27 AM): because you felt so safe with them
Amy (12:11:33 AM): I still do
Amy (12:11:37 AM): But I made a move
meowmeowyo (12:11:40 AM): its not your fault
Amy (12:11:47 AM): If they target me next week, fine
Amy (12:11:54 AM): I honestly don't think they will, they're not idiots
Amy (12:12:00 AM): you're clearly the bigger threat still,, no offense
meowmeowyo (12:12:02 AM): lol i know
meowmeowyo (12:12:04 AM): none taken
Amy (12:12:20 AM): and that was a big reason I kept you, because I am a far bigger threat to them than Hayden
Amy (12:12:28 AM): I bet I would've been next
meowmeowyo (12:12:38 AM): i think so
Amy (12:12:39 AM): or they would've done something really low and thrown the fucking POV to him
meowmeowyo (12:12:50 AM): that wouldnt surprise me either
Amy (12:13:07 AM): if either of them go off on me I'm gonna say what I think and why I think it
Amy (12:13:14 AM): I feel no reason any of us needs to BS at this point
Amy (12:13:25 AM): But if you do leave me next week I will still bring Kristen to the F2
meowmeowyo (12:13:25 AM): exactly
meowmeowyo (12:13:30 AM): and thats fine
meowmeowyo (12:13:59 AM): i would be totally objective and let you both say your case. I dont want to be bitter but when youre manipulated all game, its kinda hard not to be
Amy (12:14:13 AM): She told me today I'd have no shot to beat you in a F2, and I believed it
Amy (12:14:15 AM): I still kinda do
Amy (12:14:27 AM): but I'd rather have a shot to plead my case than have no case because I was a sock puppet
meowmeowyo (12:14:33 AM): she's full of it
Amy (12:14:44 AM): even if I end up sitting next to Jessie or Kristen now at least I can say I owned a move and stood up to them
meowmeowyo (12:14:58 AM): yep and it matters what jury thinks, not them
Amy (12:15:33 AM): I didn't sign up for BBR
Amy (12:15:35 AM): put weeks of work into this
Amy (12:15:39 AM): just to be a puppet
Amy (12:15:59 AM): oh yeah in Week 6
Amy (12:16:02 AM): when you came to me for info
meowmeowyo (12:16:02 AM): neither did I
Amy (12:16:06 AM): do you know why I said nothing?
Amy (12:16:14 AM): Because I didn't want to say Kristen or Jessie had a power
Amy (12:16:16 AM):
meowmeowyo (12:16:21 AM): i know that
Amy (12:16:30 AM): oh they told you that
meowmeowyo (12:16:41 AM): kristen did
Amy (12:16:47 AM): WTF?!
Amy (12:16:52 AM): Ugh. not cool
Amy (12:16:59 AM): Has she told you everything?
meowmeowyo (12:17:06 AM): she told me a lot and i think she did that to keep me happy like i was so important to her
meowmeowyo (12:17:30 AM): she's told me everything now. cuz I forced her to tell me who her f2 was and thats when she said she had 2 of them
Amy (12:17:33 AM): If I am her F2 I'll feel like shit but honestly it sure as hell doesn't appear that way right about now
meowmeowyo (12:17:37 AM): a real one with jessie and a fake one with you
meowmeowyo (12:18:02 AM): but that you guys did have a f3 and i knew right then, she'd throw everything till then
Amy (12:18:06 AM): she's told me all game our F2 was the real one. But I don't see why she'd lie to you...she thinks you're leaving
meowmeowyo (12:18:06 AM): cuz she was sitting so pretty
Amy (12:18:19 AM): so that's an even BIGGER red flag
Amy (12:18:27 AM): why lie to someone who's getting evicted? They can't harm you anymore
Amy (12:19:15 AM): so I believe you now
meowmeowyo (12:19:17 AM): and she knows if she lies to me then that would look bad for her end game in the end
Amy (12:19:24 AM): because what does anyone have to gain by lying to you?
meowmeowyo (12:19:28 AM): nothing
Amy (12:19:31 AM): You're a dead duck at this point(until tomorrow)
Amy (12:19:45 AM): I honestly can't wait for them to see that their mind control helmet broke
meowmeowyo (12:19:54 AM): seriously. me too.
Amy (12:20:07 AM): I like them alot regardless but I feel very used
Amy (12:20:31 AM): and I'm a better person and player than that, and well, I'm going to take my fate into my own hands. If I can't win my way in comps to the finals I will vote the way that gets me there!
meowmeowyo (12:20:35 AM): were in the same boat. kristen has been a very good friend in this game but i cant stand by and let both of us being manipulated any longer
Amy (12:20:56 AM): I think I just became her worst nightmare
meowmeowyo (12:21:05 AM): lol
meowmeowyo (12:21:13 AM): and she wont know it till she wakes up tomorrow
Amy (12:21:19 AM): Because I think she's known this whole game that she needed to wrap me around her finger because I clearly have a better strategic capacity than a good amount of this cast
meowmeowyo (12:21:20 AM): she'll probably think she's still dreaming
meowmeowyo (12:21:38 AM): I will agree with that
Amy (12:21:43 AM): NO disrespect to players like Alison, Lane, and Boogie, but I feel outplayed them easily
meowmeowyo (12:22:16 AM): your social game has outshined them all combined imo
Amy (12:22:37 AM): I bet her spiel this morning about how she might quit was a bunch of shit too
Amy (12:22:44 AM): just to make me want to pat her on the back and comfort her
meowmeowyo (12:23:14 AM): oh im sure it was. she was telling me the same thing
meowmeowyo (12:23:21 AM): and i questioned if she was really crying
meowmeowyo (12:23:30 AM): cuz how can you ever prove someone was actually crying over aim?
Amy (12:23:31 AM): and thanks Enzo . As you said the other day, I had to have done something right to make the F5 and not get a single vote to be evicted despite not winning a single comp
meowmeowyo (12:23:32 AM): you cant
meowmeowyo (12:23:47 AM): exactly
meowmeowyo (12:23:50 AM): and jury will see that too
Amy (12:24:24 AM): I'm still afraid like hell of facing you in a F2 but honestly
Amy (12:24:29 AM): outside of Hayden
Amy (12:24:31 AM): my best bet is vs. you
meowmeowyo (12:24:39 AM): yep
meowmeowyo (12:24:47 AM): and it would be impossible to get you and hayden to f2
Amy (12:24:50 AM): Because anything I argue in a F2 vs. Jessie or Kristen they could say that they either told me to do or started
Amy (12:25:06 AM): which would make me look like a sheep and a floater, and I was neither
Amy (12:25:48 AM): I am curious though how long the house and thought me shady, because I"m sure I've been considered shady , I've kinda been
meowmeowyo (12:25:50 AM): definitely not and neither was I, but they used us so hard, it just really bothers me
meowmeowyo (12:26:11 AM): i dont know if it was shady but you were very non commital about certain things
meowmeowyo (12:26:17 AM): which could be construed as shady
Amy (12:26:19 AM): It was strategy
meowmeowyo (12:26:21 AM): right
meowmeowyo (12:26:23 AM): and i know that
Amy (12:26:32 AM): all pointing back to you know who and her accomplice
Amy (12:27:33 AM): and if I am sitting next to you in a F2, I think I could get the respect of Jessie/Kristen by saying "Look, I stood up to you, I did this because I felt it was MY best move, and I didn't let you own me, and you should respect that"
meowmeowyo (12:27:39 AM): i would love nothing more than to call them out on this but first things first, winning hoh and veto. I have confidence in both of us. You have the drive, as do I
Amy (12:27:53 AM): Well for the first time I think I can win the HOH
meowmeowyo (12:27:57 AM): good
Amy (12:27:58 AM): I think I got the 6 guys for sure
Amy (12:28:23 AM): all game I've promised her I'd never betray her
Amy (12:28:35 AM): but I don't see how I can keep that promise when she's done one too many shady things
Amy (12:28:51 AM): I mean fuck, orchestrating Lane's blindside Week 3 should've raised a flag but I never even gave it thought and blamed Casey
meowmeowyo (12:29:03 AM): and she knew you would
Amy (12:29:25 AM): sorry for lying to you this whole game about my F2's
Amy (12:29:31 AM): But as you see now, I had my reasons
Amy (12:29:42 AM): Although I'm sure we've lied to each other plenty all game
meowmeowyo (12:30:11 AM): its totally fine. dont apologize. you were playing the game. But I hope you see now that I've never had a f2 partner this whole time
meowmeowyo (12:30:14 AM): I have been alone
Amy (12:30:18 AM): I did have a F2 with Lane though, albeit fake because Kristen suckered me
meowmeowyo (12:30:22 AM): despite what kristen told me
Amy (12:30:26 AM): but if I had it my way
Amy (12:30:34 AM): He would've made F4 at least
Amy (12:30:40 AM): But I bet that's why he left early
Amy (12:30:49 AM): she knew I wanted him around longer than she could have because he and I both had good heads
meowmeowyo (12:31:17 AM): right
Amy (12:31:29 AM): he and I would've put the pieces together if we stayed a unit
Amy (12:31:32 AM): and I bet she knew it
Amy (12:31:52 AM): Lane and I know each other very well and are good friends
meowmeowyo (12:32:01 AM): and she thinks im a for sure vote for her in the end
meowmeowyo (12:32:21 AM): but after all this, no way. its not for sure. I am looking at things so much clearly now
Amy (12:32:31 AM): same here
Amy (12:32:37 AM): She had my vote locked up before 2 hours ago
Amy (12:32:59 AM): Although if you make F2 and I go next you'll be a hard sell on my vote because I'd feel like you got there largely because I took a giant gamble
meowmeowyo (12:33:14 AM): and you'd be right
Amy (12:33:28 AM): But honestly
Amy (12:33:37 AM): I'd be much more gracious falling in 4th if YOU made F3
Amy (12:33:38 AM): than Hayden
Amy (12:33:45 AM): I think I'd vomit if I got evicted before him
Amy (12:33:48 AM): he deserves nothing
Amy (12:33:52 AM): at least I've played a strategic game
meowmeowyo (12:34:20 AM): and thats how i feel.
meowmeowyo (12:34:31 AM): there is no respect on their end if they just carry hayden to f3
Amy (12:34:55 AM): and honestsly I think the F4 that we will have is a truly elite F4. Because I do consider myself a very sharp player and all 3 of you are too
meowmeowyo (12:35:15 AM): definitely
Amy (12:35:20 AM): And I think you should earn the W once you make that point. so I'd be at peace if I fell to you or any of them, but not Hayden
meowmeowyo (12:35:54 AM): ive been saying in my dr that this should be the f4 for a while now
meowmeowyo (12:36:03 AM): julie knows ive said it plenty of times as well
Amy (12:36:11 AM): and now it will be, you're very welcome ^_^
Amy (12:36:27 AM): I'm glad she signed off abruptly
meowmeowyo (12:36:28 AM): thank you so much! Im hoping that kristen actually kept me too
Amy (12:36:33 AM): I was getting kinda annoyed with her in my ear
meowmeowyo (12:36:36 AM): she will be back I think
Amy (12:36:51 AM): well I'll tell her I evicted you until the vote
Amy (12:36:53 AM): I can apologize later
Amy (12:37:20 AM): Then I can be like "Oh, did I do that? Ooops"
meowmeowyo (12:37:32 AM): lol "now who's the pawn"
Amy (12:38:00 AM): I hate betraying her as I've said all night, but if I've been her pawn all game WHAT exactly do I owe her? Last I checked not much
meowmeowyo (12:38:52 AM): and voting to keep me isnt necessarily betraying her since both her and Jessie said for you to do what was right
Amy (12:39:03 AM): despite leaning towards booting you
Amy (12:39:06 AM): that is what I was originally told
meowmeowyo (12:40:09 AM): and it still holds true now
meowmeowyo (12:40:18 AM): they just wanted you to think the 'right' thing was voting me out
Amy (12:40:33 AM): yeah but I've felt ever since Friday it wasn't
Amy (12:40:38 AM): But today it came to a head
meowmeowyo (12:42:37 AM): well thank you so much and as of far as Im concerned, its you and me to the end
Amy (12:43:06 AM): my heart will always say Kristen, well...it did, until 2 hours ago . I'm putting them both up if I get HOH, whether the allegations are true or not I feel so used
Amy (12:43:20 AM): they need to squirm a little bit
Amy (12:43:23 AM): they haven't yet the entire game
Amy (12:43:41 AM): although I admit I haven't either , I also haven't been playing everyone off each other
meowmeowyo (12:43:46 AM): jessie has still never been nominated
meowmeowyo (12:44:00 AM): and i couldve put him up week 8 but i didnt because of what kristen was saying
meowmeowyo (12:44:03 AM): ugh
Amy (12:44:14 AM): I really hate to think that they were using me but it's just too many red flags for me to ignore
Amy (12:44:28 AM): I mean you'd have to be a complete twat after hearing everything you've told me not to go "okay something's GOT to be up"
Amy (12:44:38 AM): and suffice to say, anyone cast into a series like this isn't a twat
meowmeowyo (12:45:24 AM): lol nope and i know youre smart and im smart too which is why ive added this all up and come to you with it so you know exactly whats been going down behind the scenes
Amy (12:45:53 AM): I usually like to play from BTS like they do but after the Kathy fiasco I decided "I need to be careful and not do that"
meowmeowyo (12:46:59 AM): and you playing bts wasnt going to benefit them, that was their roles
Amy (12:48:04 AM): Ironic how after the Kathy fiasco Kristen went "whatever you do DONT make any more allies"
meowmeowyo (12:48:13 AM): lol
Amy (12:48:17 AM): Even though, I planned to stop making deals to lower the target
meowmeowyo (12:48:20 AM): and i wonder why that was
Amy (12:48:21 AM): I would've done that anyway
meowmeowyo (12:48:30 AM): so she could have you all to herself?
Amy (12:48:44 AM): lol well we established an alliance that clearly was fake
Amy (12:48:48 AM): Casey, Lane, Kristen, me
Amy (12:48:53 AM): That was the ORIGINAL F4 deal I wanted
Amy (12:49:09 AM): Then we brought Jessie in as a "side-wheel" although I highly doubt he was a "side-wheel" to her
Amy (12:49:17 AM): While I worked Alison
meowmeowyo (12:49:32 AM): right
meowmeowyo (12:49:35 AM): and she worked me
Amy (12:49:49 AM): But I just don't believe myself, I'm so pissed. I CANNOT believe I didn't connect A to B. She got rid of Lane and Casey so I would latch onto Jessie, not them
meowmeowyo (12:50:05 AM): mhm
Amy (12:50:25 AM): I've kept my mouth shut because she told me to so many times it makes me sick
Amy (12:50:30 AM): she was dead set on targeting Alison in F7
Amy (12:50:42 AM): I was very opposed to the idea and didn't understyand why Hayden or Boogie couldn't go instead
Amy (12:50:45 AM): oh well, I know now
Amy (12:51:13 AM): I bet Alison never even wanted Kristen out
meowmeowyo (12:51:18 AM): i doubt it
Amy (12:51:22 AM): She told me that
meowmeowyo (12:51:27 AM): and now alison will never vote me in the end
Amy (12:51:29 AM): you, Boogie, Jessie all showed her convos where she said that
meowmeowyo (12:51:31 AM): because of what happened
meowmeowyo (12:51:35 AM): and neither will boogie
Amy (12:51:38 AM): And I asked to see them
Amy (12:51:42 AM): guess how many AIM convos I've seen?
meowmeowyo (12:51:45 AM): none
Amy (12:51:45 AM): 0
Amy (12:51:53 AM): I've asked for them many times
Amy (12:51:55 AM): never gotten the
meowmeowyo (12:51:55 AM): i never showed her a convo where alison said she wanted kristen out
Amy (12:51:57 AM): them*
meowmeowyo (12:51:59 AM): i barely talked to alison at all
Amy (12:52:23 AM): yett another person I really liked that I got convinced by Kristen needed to go
Amy (12:52:55 AM): She told me you and Casey had a F2
Amy (12:52:58 AM): and he had a F2 with Boogie too
Amy (12:53:05 AM): and I bought it right away
Amy (12:53:16 AM): and that he was after me
meowmeowyo (12:53:17 AM): casey and i never had a f2
meowmeowyo (12:53:23 AM): and i doubt boogie and casey did
Amy (12:53:23 AM): So that was all bullshit too?
meowmeowyo (12:53:24 AM): honestly
meowmeowyo (12:53:26 AM): yes
Amy (12:53:34 AM): I bet Alison and Boogie never had a F2 either
meowmeowyo (12:53:36 AM): we were close but i have never made a legit f2
Amy (12:53:37 AM): although maybe they did
Amy (12:53:47 AM): Alison told me she'd take me to F2
Amy (12:53:55 AM): and what do I do? I let Kristen and Jessie take her right out
meowmeowyo (12:54:00 AM): i dont make f2's with people in the early part of the game because a) it might not work out and b) they tend to blow up in your face
Amy (12:54:05 AM): THE WEEK OF THAT
Amy (12:54:11 AM): The week Alison promises me F2
Amy (12:54:14 AM): Kristen goes gung-ho after her
Amy (12:54:18 AM): HOW did I not connect those dots?!
meowmeowyo (12:55:14 AM): its easy not to see it when you've got someone whispering sweet nothings in your ear
Amy (12:55:19 AM): Yep
Amy (12:55:26 AM): I'm pretty repulsed right now
Amy (12:56:38 AM): I bet Hayden and Kristen have a F2 too
meowmeowyo (12:57:13 AM): i wouldnt doubt it. when i put hayden up with boogie, that really bothered her
meowmeowyo (12:57:28 AM): and she convinced me if i really wanted boogie out that you'd be the best one to do

[Enzo Palumbo]

I'm still here! WOOHOO!!! Now I just need to win veto to make final 3. lol

I can't believe that I was able to pull this off. Kristen told me about her real final 2 deal with Jessie and that she's known him for 5 years and that Amy was her fake final 2. I HAD to use that to my advantage and yes everything does add up. I know Kristen has been running the game and she'll make the end for sure. Now Amy and I need to make sure one of us wins that veto so we both go up against her in the final hoh.

YAY ENZO IS STILL HERE YO!